There are some activities in which I engage that are purely for my own enjoyment. “Wandering” (hiking, for example) is one of those activities. Sometimes it feels like I’m wasting time, that I could be more productive doing something else…like volunteering at a food bank or something…something more, well, philanthropic, if you will. Recently a friend of mine told me to look up Ralph Waldo Emerson’s poem, “The Apology”. I’m taking this poem as my response to myself if ever I should find myself thinking that spending time out in creation is something to feel badly about…
The Apology
Think me not unkind and rude,
That I walk alone in grove and glen;
I go to the god of the wood
To fetch his word to men.Tax not my sloth that I
Fold my arms beside the brook;
Each cloud that floated in the sky
Writes a letter in my book.Chide me not, laborious band,
For the idle flowers I brought;
Every aster in my hand
Goes home loaded with a thought.There was never mystery,
But ’tis figured in the flowers,
Was never secret history,
But birds tell it in the bowers.One harvest from thy field
Homeward brought the oxen strong;
A second crop thine acres yield,
Which I gather in a song.~ Ralph Waldo Emerson
Thanks for that, Ralph.
And thanks, Dennis, too, for letting me in on Ralph’s poem.
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