“Fat Is Ugly”

27 02 2007

Some months ago I was sent a bunch of photographs in an e-mail called “Fat Is Ugly”.  These photographs were of horrifyingly thin women.  The e-mail and style of the photos seemed to indicate that these were runway/fashion models.  I don’t know if they are.  I have been wondering what to do with them, and so they have been sitting in my “blog stuff” file on my computer since I received them.  I recently got inspired by a couple of ignorantly insensitive events that happened, both to me and to a friend of my sister, to finally put one of those pictures to use in my blog.  I took the photo to Comeeko.com (a very cool web page where you can take your own pictures and turn them into comics – so cool in fact that it garners a “cool link” rating and a place on my blogroll) and I created a commentary which I hope speaks my mind on the subject.  Here it is: 





I Still Miss You…

26 02 2007

Today is also a sad memory day for me.  Three years ago, I had to have my beloved cat, Fritz, put to sleep. 

I can’t explain to you in words how much I loved Fritz.  He was my steadfast friend and companion for my entire adult life…for 18 years.  He was completely devoted to me and didn’t much care for any one else.  In fact, he wouldn’t even let other people get near him or touch him.  He was so mean to other people (hissing and lashing out with his fierce claws if they walked too close to him) that I don’t think anyone believed that he was the sweetest thing to me.  But he was.

Fritz had not been his usual self for a couple of days.  He’d even stopped showing any interest in going outside.  I was totally stressing out, because I was pretty sure he was dying.  Some years earlier he’d started to have kidney problems and one of his kidneys had pretty much shriveled up.  I changed his diet to lower protein to save his kidneys from having to work so hard, and he rebounded well from his early failure.  But I’d seen enough very sick old people to know that now Fritz’ body was faily rapidly.  I was stressing because I didn’t want him to suffer, but I couldn’t let him go.  He was never one that much liked being held, but he didn’t protest when I’d hold him, so I took the opportunity to hold him often and smell him.  He smelled so good.  His fur always smelled fresh and sweet, especially the long white fur on his tummy.  He was the most fastidiously clean cat I’d ever known.

I was working two jobs at the time, and hated leaving him in those last days.  I was so afraid that I’d come home and find that he’d died alone (Mew Ling spent her days outside).  But I also didn’t know that I’d be able to make the decision to let him go either.  How do you know when it’s time to end the suffering?  Three years ago I rushed home from work to see him since I had Avie’s birthday party to go to.  He didn’t look good.  His kidneys were putting out a huge amount of urine, so I knew he didn’t have long.  I held him and cried and begged him to somehow let me know what he wanted me to do.  A short time later, he slowly walked to his litter box to go pee.  I had set up a bed right next to the cat box so that he wouldn’t have to walk far to use it.  But he didn’t even have the energy to get back out of the box, and he laid down in the cat litter.  A fighting to live Fritz would never have done that.  He was just too clean.  I knew it was time.  So I called the vet and made arrangements to take him in.  I’ve never done anything quite that hard.  Fritz let me put him in his carrier and didn’t put up a fight.  Fritz would always fight to not go in his carrier.  And at nearly 20 pounds in his prime and with claws up to 3/4″ long, he was a formidable creature.  I’d have to sneak up behind him and slide a pillowcase around him, and then pick him up in the case and lower him in the case into the carrier.  And he’d yowl these horrible gutteral yowls the whole time he was in it.  Not this time.  He just let me lay him in onto a soft blanket.  He looked at me with his big green eyes the whole time we were in the car. 

The vet agreed that without extraordinary measures, Fritz wouldn’t survive much longer, but he didn’t know how long.  They were so kind there.  I asked if I could have some time alone with Fritz before we put him to sleep.  I sat just holding him and crying for the longest time.  I held him the only way he really liked to be held, cradled in my arms on his back, tummy up, just like you’d hold a baby.  He simply kept looking up at me, and then he reached up with both of his paws and put one on each side of my face.  I lost it.  He used to do that with just one paw, but never two.  I swear it was like he was telling me it was okay and that he was ready to go.  When he dropped his paws, I let the vet know we were ready.  They let me hold him while they gave him the medicine that would make it all better for good.  He took a couple of deep sighing breaths and it was over. 

I don’t know why, but I had him cremated.  it was an impulse decision.  I knew I was planning on moving, and at the time, I couldn’t bear the thought of leaving him behind buried in my backyard.  I had to have my mom pick up his ashes from the vet for me.  I couldn’t do it.  She kept them for me for well over a year until she moved and I HAD to face taking possession of them.  I guess I’ll probably just take those ashes with me wherever I go, for the rest of my life.  I keep them out sight though, and I avoid going into the drawer where they are.  Maybe I’ll have him buried with me.

I still miss you, Pig.





Happy Eighth Birthday, Avie!!

26 02 2007

Avie’s 8th birthday, originally uploaded by Blah Blah Blog.

It seems like just yesterday Avalon was pretty much just a baby. And now she’s eight years old. Sheesh. Where does the time go?

Happy Birthday Little Miss!  See you SOON!  :-)





Eyes of Mew

25 02 2007

Another Feline Friday entry.  Some cats are photogenic.  I swear my cat doesn’t particularly like having her picture taken, but that might be me putting my own dislike of having MY picture taken onto her!  Wow.  Transference AND anthropomorphism, all at the same time!  :-)

The other day I decided to try to capture close ups of her eyes.  I cannot believe she let me stick my camera close enough up to her face to take these macro shots!  I love the glint in her left eye from the table lamp behind me.  I think her eyes look more like those of a raptor, not a cat.  The top picture is Mew’s left eye, the bottom is her right.

Cats can be kinda spooky, can’t they?





I Love Black and White

24 02 2007

One of my favorite artist-photographers is Ansel Adams.  I don’t even aspire to his greatness as I know it is something that is not even remotely achievable.  I fell in love with black and white photography long before I ever heard of AA.  I was in the sixth grade.  My teacher decided we should learn a bit about photography.  We did so in black and white and we even got to go to the high school photography department and develop our own pictures!  Very cool.  (My sixth grade year was by far the best year of schooling that I ever got.)

This picture was taken with a good old fashioned 35 mm Canon EOS Elan.  It was fall in the Rocky Mountain National Park and I and some friends were there for the elk rut.  I threw in a roll of B&W film to take pictures of the fall colors.  It was my “fall colorless” homage to fall colors.  There was a mist descending over the mountains and within hours it had started to snow, the first snow of the year.  Beautiful.

Click HERE to view the snowfall later that day and an elk in rut. 





Steve Harvey Introduces Jesus Christ

23 02 2007

 Well put, Steve Harvey.  Well put.





Rachel Stephens – An update

22 02 2007

Well, it worked!  (Click here to see my original post on Rachel).  “My” Rachel Stephens was unfindable in a google search.  So, at her request, I posted a blog on her, and whattayaknow!  She now shows up on the first page of results.  It took four days for her to show up on the second page, but she keeps climbing the charts!  Pretty cool!





Hand-Eye Coordination

21 02 2007

Want a little mindless and addicting frustration?

Test Yourself

If you can go 18 seconds without hitting a wall or being hit by a blue box, you are supposedly doing well.  I got to just over 25 seconds with my dominant hand, so I switched to my non-dominant and made it to 19 seconds after just a few tries.  I don’t know if it’s easy or if I actually have good hand-eye coordination.  How’d you do?

I imagine I’ll be trying for 30 seconds, but the blue boxes get to moving pretty quickly, so I don’t know if I’ll hit that mark.





Seeing (More) RED

21 02 2007

It’s Round Robin time again!  This time around the topic is “Red”.  (Click HERE to see my previous entries.)

Red.  Sometimes has good connotations.  Sometimes bad.  What do I think of when I hear “red”?

Don’t want to be “in the”.  Wine.  A communist.  Communist “scare”.  STOP.  Robin breast.  Politically incorrect “skins” name for North American Indians.  Secobarbitol.  A color to “paint the town”.  A not so nice “light” district.  Hearts.  Blood.  Chinese good luck color.  A famous “square”.  “Skelton”.  Roses.  Love.  “Hat club”.  Charity/business model with the Gap and Bono.  Republican “states”.  “One” was a great “paper clip”.  “Meat”.  Danger.  Condemned and “tagged”.  “Lobster” restaurant.  Eerie “tide” condition.  “Wings” of Detroit.  “Simply” a great band.  “Boston Sox”.  Energizing “Bull”.  Weird little “pandas”.  Spicy “hot” candy.  Awesome “Rocks” amphitheatre in Denver.  “Planet”.  Clifford, a “big dog”.  Apples.  Peppers.  Cherries.  “Letter” day.  “Cross” and “Crescent”.  “Dwarf” and ”giant” stars.  “Tape” that can be frustrating.  “Rock Canyons” found in many states.  Fire and fire engines.  Anger.  Passion.  Arden perfume “Door”.  Hot.  HIV “Ribbon”.  What to “wear on Friday”.  “Rover” children’s game.  “Infra-rays”.  Rudolph, “nosed reindeer”.  “Little Riding Hood”.  Rainbow’s edge.  Hospital “code”.  Radio Flyer ”wagon”.  Tomatoes.  “Sea”.  “Foxx”.  ”Alert” level.  “Adair”, oil well fire controller.  ”Badge of Courage”.  “Little Caboose”.  Power tie.  Los Angeles Metro “line”.  Jupiter’s “Great Spot”.  Preview and awards “carpet”.  Rubies.  Diversional “herring”.  Hooray for it with “White and Blue”.  “Rum” starter in The Shining.  An “Envelope” this color is a great place for giflts.  No parking “zone”. 

Care to add anything?

Oh gosh, I nearly forgot one:  photo “eye” condition!

RED!!!!

Just a few red things I found around my house, and couple of other recent red photos from outside thrown in, for good measure!

 

(Hershey’s Truffle candy, my teddy bear – Dinner Witherspoon - in his red bow finest, Quicksilver board shorts that I bought in Australia, Tootsie Pops, tomato, twinkle lights blurred, my favorite vase, tube of Colgate, Mary Kay lipstick in “Red Flame”, an identifying “5″ magnet that I took off of LAFD Rescue Ambulance 5 while at work one day – it lives on my fridge – don’t tell the boys from 5!, “I Love Lucy” DVD collection case, a lamp in my living room, my nephew Jonathan’s eyes, and flower lights from Christmas at the Cheyenne Mountain Zoo.)

Please visit the other Robins and see what they came up with this round!

Linking List:

Pamela
My Photos
http://journals.aol.com/lanurseprn/MyPhotos

Carly
Ellipsis… Suddenly Carly
http://ellipsissuddenlycarly.blogspot.com

Janet
Fond Of Photography
http://fondofphotography.blogspot.com

Karen
Outpost Mâvarin
http://outmavarin.blogspot.com

Schelle
Fractal Myth
http://fractalmyth.atspace.com

Kimberleigh
I shaved my legs for this?
http://journals.aol.com/demandnlilchit/Ishavedmylegsforthis

Suzanne R
New Suzanne R’s Life
http://newsuzannerslife.blogspot.com

Kerrin
Kerrin’s Daily Photo
http://kerrinsdailyphoto.blogspot.com

Gattina
Keyhole Pictures
http://gattina-keyholepictures.blogspot.com

Steven
(sometimes)photoblog
http://sepintx.blogspot.com

_rRose
WAIT-NOTYET-
http://journals.aol.com/rrveh1/WAIT-NOTYET-/

Julie
Julie’s Web Journal
http://www.barrettmanor.com/julie/journal.aspx

Nancy
Nancy Luvs Pics
http://journals.aol.com/nhd106/Nancyluvspix

Annie ***Welcome New Member***
The Light’s On…But No One’s Home
http://journals.aol.com/krspkrmmom/nooneshome

Gina
Gina’s Space
http://journals.aol.com/rbrown6172/ginasspace/

Teena
It’s all about me!
http://purple4mee.blogspot.com.blogspot.com

Patrick
Patrick’s Portfolio
http://patricks-portfolio.blogspot.com/2007/02/photo-challenge-red.html

Brad
we-is
http://we-is.blogspot.com/2007/02/round-robin-red-almost.html

February 28, 2007:  addendum

I just realized that I used the title “Seeing Red” before.  So I changed this post’s title.  My previous “Seeing Red” post was about the RED charity campaign.  You can read that post by clicking HERE





5-10 in 20

19 02 2007

Did you know that places exist in this world where you can be killed simply because your #46 chromosome has an XX instead of an XY on it?  An XX on chromosome #46 instead of an XY chromosome makes you female.  That means you can be killed simply because you are female.  You can be dragged from your home and be murdered.  Or you can be murdered when you leave your home.  You didn’t do anything.  You committed no crime.  You hurt no one.  You just drew the short genetic straw.  The home you can be dragged from and killed or killed after exiting it?  Your mother’s womb.

One of those places is India.  In India the practice of feticide and infanticide against female children has cost the lives of between 5 and 10 million female babies in the past 20 years.

Click HERE to read the story about all the babies bones that were recently found.

In my most recent issue of TIME magazine (February 26, 2007) a number of American abortion statistics were provided.  The statistics were “reasons for abortion”.  The respondants could give more than one reason for their terminating their pregnancy.

Here’s what they said:

Having a baby would dramatically change my life – 74%

Can’t afford a baby now – 73%

Don’t want to be a single mother/relationship problems – 48%

Have completed my childbearing – 38%

Don’t want people to know I had sex or got pregnant – 25%

Don’t feel mature enough to raise a child – 22%

Problems with health of fetus – 13%

Problems with health of mother – 12%

Was a victim of rape or incest – 1.5%

My life would be changed.  I can’t afford it.  I don’t want to be a single mom.  I am having relationship problems.  I have completed my childbearing….”  I, I, I.

So, fully three quarters of the respondants replied that having a baby would dramatically change their life.  Ummm, duh.  Babies tend to do that.  And the two biggies that pro-abortionists hold up as reasons that abortion should be safe and legal and accessible…the health of the mother and rape/incest pregnancies?  Those add up to 13.5%.  And that vague “health of mother” category?  That could be anything, like she’s a little bit depressed.  Let me tell you a secret…while I’m sure that it might occur, I don’t often hear of a woman having an emergency life-saving abortion.  When a pregnant woman’s life is in danger, the standard of care is an emergency C-section.  But I digress, let’s get back to the topic at hand…killing babies because they are female.

Would America ever allow that?  Perhaps people are having sex selective abortions here already.  They probably wouldn’t admit it though.  It seems horribly selfish to terminate a pregnancy solely on the sex of the baby, doesn’t it?  Well, in India a female doesn’t have the job opportunities a male does, and in the Hindu religion, it is the son who lights his parent’s funeral pyre.  So, to be completely honest it seems a whole lot more reasonable to me to kill a baby for those reasons than kill it because the mother’s life would be changed if she delivered the baby.

Many years ago I knew a couple who couldn’t get pregnant.  They went through in-vitro.  She ended up pregnant with sextuplets.  She underwent what she called a “selective reduction”.  She had five of the embryos terminated.  Sort of playing the devil’s advocate, I asked her if she was going to keep a boy or a girl.  She was visibly horrified, and told me she’d NEVER decide to abort a baby based on its sex.  There was no disconnect for her that after wanting children for so long, and going through all the trouble and expense to become pregnant, she selectively eliminated five children from her womb.  How could there be no disconnect?  But somehow she thought she was taking the moral high ground by not choosing the sex of the child to keep. 

I’m not trying to stimulate debate.  It’s just something to think about.





Almost There…Going Back

17 02 2007

(A year seems like a really long time.)  Six months ago I returned from Zambia.  I can hardly believe that so much time has passed so quickly.  My brain is still so very full from that experience.  I have so many things yet to process and share about the time I spent there.  And now, it appears that I will be going back.  In a year.  Perhaps not so long afterall.

(This is a picture of the little TV in the back of the seat in front of me that I took when we were just minutes from landing in Lusaka, Zambia, this past summer.  Look at the names of the cities…Mumbai, Addis Ababa, Dar es Salaam, Athens, Islamabad, Lisbon, Milan, Beirut, Athens…a whole world of places I have now only flown over, and can hope someday to see.  And then there’s Lusaka…Zambia…)

There are places I’ve been to that I never care to go to again.  Like Pittsburg, Florida, or (pick any) Mexican border town.  And then there are places that I dream of returning to.  Like Papua New Guinea, Ireland, and Zambia. 

And it looks like I’ll have the opportunity to go back to Zambia.  What a thought.  Connie’s friends and family, and some people she never even got to meet, have donated nearly $20,000 thus far towards “Connie’s Heart“.  “Connie’s Heart” is the name of the orphan rescue unit that is dedicated to her memory.  Just a few days ago, we heard that the rescue unit has been built, and is up.  There is enough money for a well, a grainery, and a church, with plenty “left over”.  There is money for ongoing support of the unit and, if we (her family) so choose, we could possibly even build a school!  This would be the first rescue unit school.  How fitting, since Connie was a teacher herself…

We have the opportunity as a family to put together a team of adults (and they’ll even let us bring the kids) to come to Zambia to work at “Connie’s Heart” next February or March.  While there, we would be able to officially dedicate the unit.  I doubt we’ll have a hard time finding 12 people who want to go.  I imagine limiting it to just 12 will be the hardest part.  Imagine, my family and friends, in a very remote region in the bush in Zambia, all working at “Connie’s Heart”.  I have thought of little else since getting the word a few days ago. 

This is Simon.  He was the facilitator at the “Elizabeth Light of Hope” orphan rescue unit in Chiwala, Zambia.  He will be the facilitator of “Connie’s Heart”.  I had the pleasure of working with him when I was in Chiwala with Teen Missions this past summer.  He’s an incredible young man.  If they would have let me choose who I’d like to run “Connie’s Heart”, it would have been Simon.  He will be partnered with a young man named Wilson.  (I wonder if Simon even knows that the Connie of “Connie’s Heart” was Mama Lou’s best friend and sister-in-law.)  Simon himself was left orphaned by AIDS.  He was left to raise a large number of younger siblings with just the help of an elderly grandmother when he was only a teenager himself.  That Simon not only survived, but thrived, and is touching the lives of hundreds of other orphans now is a testament to the saving power of Jesus Christ.  I can hardly wait to see Simon again.

Here are portions of a letter my sister Diane received from Teen Missions/AOSC (AIDS Orphans and Street Children) about “Connie’s Heart”

“I am excited that I have news on Connie’s Heart – the unit is up!!!  
The village is called Funda, and I am going to copy you the  
information that I have from Doug’s last two e-mails so that you have  
some good information for your donors.

“Funda is about 30-40K’s west of Katembula (where our first Matron’s  
unit is located), south of the Kasempa road.  Simon Katima and Wilson  
Muke will be the facilitators.  They have not yet started registering  
orphans as the work crew has just completed the unit.  Oscar has said  
that the unit has great potential both in terms of the numbers of  
orphans and various developments that could happen there.  Oscar has  
requested these facilitators for this unit because they are both very  
dedicated, called and hard workers.  He believes they will be able to  
bring into being what is possible for this unit.  It is remote.  This  
location is where the late chief, Chief Shimkunami said with her last  
breath should be given to Teen Missions.  The people have been  
patient waiting for Teen Missions to come and are now very excited  
seeing the unit up.  There is no public transportation on the Funda  
road – the facilitators have to travel 33 k’s (20 miles) to get to  
any transportation.  People in that area walk those distances if they  
have to get out.”  Right now Joseph is staying at the unit until  
Simon returns from helping to put up some of the other new units.

Hope this will help you.  It sounds like a wonderful place, but  
transportation is very difficult in rainy season.  Kathy has asked me  
to have you send an e-mail or a letter to Mr. Bland regarding your  
desire to send a team over next year indicating the potential numbers  
and the dates that would be possible for the group.  He will also be  
interested in knowing how many young children will be going.

Hope you had a great time with your brother.  We continue to have  
funds coming in for Connie’s Heart – at least a couple of donations a  
week.  It is so encouraging, and maybe you will want to hear some of  
the other things that Doug and Oscar envision for the unit before you  
decide if you want a second unit.  I know some of the areas out there  
are in need of adequate schools – I do not know if this is one of them.

God bless you, and thank you and your family and friends for all they  
are doing.”

I will share information with you as it comes in.  Truly, God is turning ashes into beauty.

 

 

There is a special place in God’s heart for orphans…

  • “In you the fatherless find mercy.” (Hosea 14:4)
  • “You are the helpers of the fatherless.” (Psalm 10:14)
  • “It is not the will of your Father that one of these little ones should perish.” (Matthew 18:14)
  • “Religion that God our Father accepts as pure and faultless is this: to look after orphans and widows in their distress.” (James 1:27)
  • “Let the little children come to me, and do not hinder them, for the kingdom of God belongs to such as these.” (Luke 18:16)
  • “I will not leave you as orphans; I will come to you.” (John 14:18)
  • “Whoever welcomes a little child like this in my name welcomes me.” (Matthew 18:5)
  • “And Jesus took the children in his arms, put his hands on them, and blessed them.” (Mark 10:16)
  • “Remember those…who are mistreated as if you yourselves were suffering.” (Hebrews 13:3)
  • “This is how we know what love is: Jesus Christ laid down his life for us…let us not love with word or tongue, but with action and in truth.” (I John 3:16-18)
  • “For I was hungry and you gave me something to eat, I was thirsty and you gave me something to drink, I was a stranger and you invited me in.” (Matthew 25:35)
  • “Speak up for those who cannot speak for themselves…defend the rights of the needy.” (Proverbs 31:8,9)
  • “He defended the cause of the poor and needy, and so all went well. Is that not what it means to know me, declares the Lord.” (Jeremiah 22:16)




  • “Who’s working, anyway?”

    16 02 2007

    Joke For the Day:  Who’s working anyway?

    The population of the U.S. is 300 million.

    160 million are retired.

    That leaves 140 million to do the work.

    There are 85 million in school.

    Which leaves 55 million to do the work.

    Of this there are 35 million employed by the federal government.

    Leaving 15 million to do the work.

    2.8 million are in the armed forces preoccupied with killing Osama
    Bin-Laden.

    Which leaves 12.2 million to do the work.

    Take from that total the 10.8 million people who work! for state and
    city governments.

    And that leaves 1.4 million to do the work.

    At any given time there are 188,000 people in hospitals.

    Leaving 1,212,000 to do the work.

    Now, there are 1,211,998 people in prisons.

    That leaves just two people to do the work.

    You and me.

    And there you are,

    sitting on your butt,

    at your computer, reading jokes.

    Nice. Real nice.

    ;-)





    What Is Love?

    14 02 2007

    In celebration of my least favorite Hallmark (read:  made-up) holiday, I think it fitting to share with you what God has to say about what love is:

    First Corinthians 13:1-13

     1If I speak in the tongues of men and of angels, but have not love, I am only a resounding gong or a clanging cymbal. 2If I have the gift of prophecy and can fathom all mysteries and all knowledge, and if I have a faith that can move mountains, but have not love, I am nothing. 3If I give all I possess to the poor and surrender my body to the flames, but have not love, I gain nothing.

     4Love is patient, love is kind. It does not envy, it does not boast, it is not proud. 5It is not rude, it is not self-seeking, it is not easily angered, it keeps no record of wrongs. 6Love does not delight in evil but rejoices with the truth. 7It always protects, always trusts, always hopes, always perseveres.

     8Love never fails. But where there are prophecies, they will cease; where there are tongues, they will be stilled; where there is knowledge, it will pass away. 9For we know in part and we prophesy in part, 10but when perfection comes, the imperfect disappears. 11When I was a child, I talked like a child, I thought like a child, I reasoned like a child. When I became a man, I put childish ways behind me. 12Now we see but a poor reflection as in a mirror; then we shall see face to face. Now I know in part; then I shall know fully, even as I am fully known.

     13And now these three remain: faith, hope and love. But the greatest of these is love.





    Happy Day Before V-Day!

    13 02 2007

    I LOVE greeting cards.  I can spend hours reading them.  When we were younger, my sister Liz and I used to go card reading and we’d often find ourselves doubled over in laughter which literally wracked our bodies, and made us weep uncontrollably.  I sometimes wonder what people thought of us in those stores.  I’m a little bit better behaved when I shop for cards now, but that’s probably only because Liz isn’t with me.

    I think she’ll appreciate this one!  :-)





    Happy Happy Birthday Birthday

    12 02 2007

    Five years ago today, my nephew Mitchell was born on my sister Diane’s birthday.

    There are some gifts you get that just can’t be topped.

    Happy Birthday Mitchell!

    Happy Birthday Diane!





    It’s Roadtrip Time Again!

    11 02 2007

    Today turned out to be a great day to hit the road, which is just what my cousin, Julie, and I did.  She’s a great roadtrip partner.  She likes to be out and do, well, whatever!

    We only had today this time, and she had to be home by 5:00, so we decided to make our trip a fairly close one.  We headed out this morning to go to Canon City.  We thought we’d do a little geocaching, and whatever else struck our fancy.  On the way to Canon City, we came upon the turnoff for the city of Florence.  The last time I went through the area I passed the turnoff.  This time, I wanted to see if we could find the SuperMax prison.  We did.  This is as close as we could get.  And as you can see, we couldn’t see much.  But I’ve never been that close to such a concentration of evil.  And all around me, out where it’s free, was clear blue sky and majestic mountains. 

    Just a short way down the road and we were in Canon City.   I had printed up a handful of geocaches to look for while we were there.  We found four out of the four we decided to look for.  Here’s Julie.  This cache was called “Grab the Brass Ring”.

     

    The last cache we decided to find took us to a bend in the road, and that road led to the Royal Gorge and the world’s highest suspension bridge.  We decided to go up there, too.

     

    Had to do a feets picture!

    On the way home we stopped at a crummy place called the “Country Kitchen” for a late lunch/early dinner.  Awesome food.  All in all, a very good day, and a very good road trip.  Stay tuned!  We’re already planning our next one.

    Click the following links to see more pictures of the last time I was in Canon City and at the Royal Gorge:

    Locomotive Ride, Open Bed Train Car, Suspension Bridge Cables, and Penitentiary.

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    Whose Fault Is It?

    10 02 2007

    THE DISCIPLINE OF DEJECTION

    “But we trusted . . . and beside all this, to-day is the third day . . .” Luke 24:21

    Every fact that the disciples stated was right, but the conclusions they drew from those facts were wrong. Anything that has even a hint of dejection spiritually is always wrong. If I am depressed or burdened, I am to blame, not God or anyone else. Dejection stems from one of two sources— I have either satisfied a lust or I have not had it satisfied. In either case, dejection is the result. Lust means “I must have it at once.” Spiritual lust causes me to demand an answer from God, instead of seeking God Himself who gives the answer (emphasis mine).  What have I been hoping or trusting God would do? Is today “the third day” and He has still not done what I expected? Am I therefore justified in being dejected and in blaming God? Whenever we insist that God should give us an answer to prayer we are off track. The purpose of prayer is that we get ahold of God, not of the answer. It is impossible to be well physically and to be dejected, because dejection is a sign of sickness. This is also true spiritually. Dejection spiritually is wrong, and we are always to blame for it.

    We look for visions from heaven and for earth-shaking events to see God’s power. Even the fact that we are dejected is proof that we do this. Yet we never realize that all the time God is at work in our everyday events and in the people around us. If we will only obey, and do the task that He has placed closest to us, we will see Him. One of the most amazing revelations of God comes to us when we learn that it is in the everyday things of life that we realize the magnificent deity of Jesus Christ.

    Oswald Chamber’s in “My Utmost For His Highest”





    “Okay! You can call 911 now.” or “Happy Birthday, Donna!”

    9 02 2007

    I am sorry, Donna, but the story must be told!  Did you read “26 Miles Across the Deep Blue Sea”?  Well if you haven’t, you may want to go (click here for THAT post) and read it, then come back here.

    A couple of years ago I got a call from my friend Donna, who reported to me that if felt like her heart was racing and she wanted to know what should she do.  Well, after a quick lesson on pulse checking, we discovered that her heart wasn’t only racing, it was qualifying.  I asked her a few questions and found out that she’d just started taking a new weight loss supplement, one that contained ephedra.  Chances were Donna was in what is called “supraventricular tachycardia” or “SVT”.  Not generally dangerous when triggered by ephedra, it is easily treated with a quick call to 911 and a follow-up visit in the ER.  Paramedics carry the intravenous medication that “knocks out” the irregular heart rhythm so that the normal “pacemaker” of the heart can start to be in control again.  Anyway, she of course refused to call 911 and refused to go the emergency room and wanted to know what other options she had.  “Well, there’s vagal maneuvers” I told her, but you need to have somebody there with you in case you pass out and don’t wake up immediately.  She assured me that the “girls” (her daughters) were there.  So we vagaled.  And her heart rate dropoped from the 170’s down to the 120’s.  I told her to drink lots of fluids, stay in bed, avoid all stimulants, and call 911 if she developed chest pain, shortness of breath, anything like that.   She was zonked for days, but she recovered without further incident.

    And then comes my birthday in June of last 2005.  Hopefully you have gone back and read like I told you to.  One of the things I have wanted to do for decades, is to spend the night on the Queen Mary in Long Beach.  And that’s where my birthday party started.  We (Diane, Connie, Lizzie, Whitney, Donna, and I) checked in and had a wonderful evening of wine and food.  Perhaps we drank too much, perhaps we had a little too much coffee before bed, but in the morning, while taking a shower, Donna’s tachycardia came back.  I had her lay on the bed, drink a bunch of glasses of water, and do a couple of vagal maneuvers.  Her heart rate slowed from the 180’s to the 120’s and she began to feel better.  But every time she’d exert herself (and by exert, I mean MOVE), it would kick back into high gear.

    After a bit of a rest and more fluids, she decided she wanted to try to meet the rest of the girls for breakfast.  We only sort of made it there, and sat down, but then had to go back to our room.  And this time I couldn’t get her heart to slow down at all.  I told Donna, who was starting to look panicked around the edges, “Just let me call 911.  They’ll make you better in a jiff, we can spend a couple of hours in the ER, and then be on our way”.  But she was adamant that she wanted to gut it out and not be a problem.  But she couldn’t sit up.  After a couple more encouragements to let me call 911, I finally sat back and told her, “you just tell me when you are ready to call them, okay?”

    And at about noon, she finally acquiesced, because now she was having chest pain.  She looked up at me, and said “Okay, you can call 911 now.”  Finally!  :-)   I called the front desk and informed them of the situation, and they took care of calling 911.  The poor girl that answered the phone tried to give me advice on what to do.  She sounded like she was going to cry!  “Don’t worry”, I told her.  “I’m an ER nurse.  I know what to do.”  She heaved a sigh of relief and expressed “good, cuz I sure don’t”. 

    As it turns out, the paramedics were already on there way for a woman who fell and injured her ankle.  But life wins over limb, and we got that ambulance crew about 1 minute after calling 911.  And in about 30 seconds, my hotel room was filled with boys in blue woolens and yellow turnouts.  It was like Christmas!  I gave the lead medic the history and told him I thought she was in SVT.  We hooked her up to an heart monitor, and she was. 

    Now, because she was not only in SVT but was having chest pain, they had to contact the base for orders.  Only thing was, cell phones didn’t work in the hull of that ship.  I wish one of us would have had the foresight to have our camera out so that we would have had a picture of the paramedic hanging out the porthole talking on the cell phone!

    Frustration of all frustrations, though Donna has amazing veins, the medics couldn’t get an IV started.  Do you know how badly I wanted to jump in and do it for them????  (Here’s the aftermath…)

     Donnas IV Bruises.JPG

    Eventually they got the IV in and it took two rounds of the medication, but her heart converted to a normal rhythm.  It was pretty cool, because my little sister, Liz, was in her last year of nursing school and was able see all this stuff first hand! 

    And, when we finally got off the Queen Mary, we had transportation awaiting…

    Everyone Elses Ride.jpg 

    A limo for Diane, Connie, Lizzie, and Whitney…

    Donnas and My Ride.jpg 

    And an ambulance for Donna and me!

    Sisters Liz and Diane, and Donna, in Catalina

    Despite its questionable beginning, it turned out to be an amazing trip.  We had a wonderful time together.  One I’ll never forget.  Today is Donna’s birthday.  Happy Birthday!  I miss you.  Wish I could be celebrating with you today!





    Baby, It’s Cold Outside!

    7 02 2007

    I’m currently spending my second winter as a resident of the fine and lovely state of Colorado.  I was soooo disappointed last winter at the relative lack of snow.  Sure, we had a couple of storms, even a couple of fairly impressive ones, but the snow didn’t come often enough, and was gone all too quickly.  I was told that was what winters are generally like that here in the Springs.  Mild, for the most part.  Welllll, enter the winter of ‘06-’07!  It’s been cold, and blizzardy, and snowy.  And I LOVE it.  Last week it was below zero at night, and barely above during the day.  Yesterday the temps rose to sixty degrees!  Tomorrow?  Who knows?  The weather is an adventure here.

    This is my latest Round Robin entry.  The challenge this round is “COLD”.  (Click here to see my previous entries.)

    I took this photo out of the window at my work this past October, during a lull in the first big blizzard of the season. 

    And…to warm you back up…

     

    I really can’t stay ~ Baby it’s cold outside
    I’ve got to go away ~ Baby it’s cold outside
    This evening has been ~ Been hoping that you’d drop in
    So very nice ~ I’ll hold your hands, they’re just like ice
    My mother will start to worry ~ Beautiful, what’s your hurry
    My father will be pacing the floor ~ Listen to the fireplace roar
    So really I’d better scurry ~ Beautiful, please don’t hurry
    well Maybe just a half a drink more ~ Put some music on while I pour

     

    (Click here to listen to Sweet Baby James Taylor sing ”Baby, It’s Cold Outside” with Natalie Cole…)

    Check out the other players interpretation of this topic.  Even if it doesn’t say POSTED, they might be!

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    Doppelganger

    6 02 2007

    Okay, maybe doppelganger is not the best term, but it is a great word, doncha think?  On the left?  My brother Phil.  On the right, my brother Phil?  Nope.  This is my friend, Kent.  We were classmates in junior high and high school.  He recently sent me this picture taken while he was out snowboarding (and THAT is something you’d not find my brother doing). 

    Fairly striking resemblance, eh?  Even my father agrees.